Interestingly, I have been working out my Ikigai; the life to be worthwhile but unknown of the fact how to? It seems so elusive and evasive, shifty and cagey. Most of the time it leaves, me nowhere but as negative and corrosive. Treating myself abrasively, why?

I expect more from myself, I mean more than my capability/capacity?
Am I really auspicious or pretending to be?
I know who I am, but can’t fulfill what I have to?
My intrinsic amplitude is high and as well low same time, striving balance?
Unanswered rhetoric questions?
How far it goes like that stuck ….. Such lengthy stretched zone…… Vicious circle?
Conflicted; soul demands something else body wants alternative
Is it all about ME?
Am I the reason for, whatever facing?
Victim or survivor?
What if I am not so but to be as I imagine?
Why my thought and imagination so active that can’t seize the moment?

Several imperative aspects, I have been engaged in.
Firstly, I tried to know the basics, then strive to establish a connection so that I can measure my performance where I stand. It’s really easy to say it’s just about fate hence just go through that, in fact it is not that simple though. Humans are tangled with multiple given energies and they can utilize cognitively, that’s why this brain thingy been given by DIVINE.

It’s not only my monologue.
Every human has the same self-speech, if sensitive, intellectual, and practical. Emotional balance and intellect are really forceful, at times the most elegant wisdom holders suffer manic depressive psychosis – This is because the amplitude of thinking, impacts emotions. This is beyond control, hence there are numeral people who actually suffer this and they don’t know how to deal with it.

Hypomania/ Schizophrenia/ Schizoaffective, these terms are really scary.
It seems much big and crucial diseases, perhaps a common man thinks they are incurable. Yes, they might be big if we make them so. If we access and assess the majority of people today they are somewhat suffering this, sometimes due to their actions and most of the time due to others. This interdependency in life, interacting and engaging with other beings, is simple Nature. We cannot enslave Nature, yet we can be compromising and accommodating with it.

Striving to know the path and then stick to it.
Divine Doctrine is there than why human struggle to redefine, reinvent, and invest all their energies towards? This strive has a reward. The hardest the struggle, the finest the results.

Faith, Patience, Consistency, Will, and Effort.
These five elements ……… Again very complicated emergence. We see one side and there is always a flip side to the coin. I choose this topic to share my thinking, verdicts, and decisions towards this life and path.

Remembrance of Creator is the source
The essence of all love to Prophet PBUH
Life is given, the path is a choice
Will to the effort, bow to fate

We came across to deal a life, with ugly fugally face and with happy appearance, very rarely though but that’s how this track is.

We are whatever our experiences made us.
We seem to be seen the way our circumstances portray us.
We are classed as what our thinking makes us so.

This philosophy is older than us, we are new. Aren’t we?

New was Adam in Eden and then on the Earth, after him we all are old.
Evolution brought Man to this level, he classified and standardized, but again needs food when hungry, need sound sleep to energize and shelter to survive. Now how to convince yourself to be motivated? That’s how:

“Every thought of yours is a real thing – a force.”
“If you are feeling good, it is because you are thinking good thoughts.”
“Ninety-nine percent of who you are is invisible and untouchable.”

Simple footsteps to follow, always see more errors in self to amend rather than to praise falsely. Be safe with this ultimate vision that Creator is there to take care of me and others. Almighty Allah is enough to watch, to hear, to grant, to bless, and to take my revenge on my behalf. I don’t need to worry about things I see and unseen for me when I put my trust in HIM.
Whatever evil caused to me, others, and on the phase of the earth is lesser than LORD’s Mercy. Allah is omniscient, Omni-present and Power holder in everything. When HE is the LORD, no other stance ever-important than to worship HIM. The best is to know how to please HIM instead of pleasing self/others.

This journey has an end, in this errand be wise to select the outcome.
Yes, the selection of outcome is a choice, the setting of the objective actually results in orientation.

If I set my goal to please my Creator, Allah has already defined all the areas of performance for this objective along with the reward/results. Then it is impossible, if I set such a higher goal and strive for it and have the opposite outcome, never!

Eco is vital
Eco of the inner voice. When out we see no influencer, then peep inside. The conscience is the source of teaching. It is Divinely Designed with positive Eco. Now it’s up to self, how much and how far one hears it and acts over it.

True, we as human needs influencers.
Again influence is the key source of illusion/delusion and evil as well. Let say, cosmetic products beautify woman’s grace. Once women adorn fashionable costumes/cosmetics surely show off. Showing off creates room for illicit attraction. This gives nothing but vanity and waste.

Now, if a spiritual guide is alive but not available on media.
Then what only a few visits him, he writes a book or his saying may be conveyed by people of the same essence. It may take time for adaptation but it will last because it is not an illusion. It is not a delusion but real knowledge for the real world.

To articulate this, is simple philosophy and therapy, as mentioned in bullets:
Don’t see things but try to see through things.
Peep inside and absorb instead to blow out in the noise.
Reaction to action is only important when the objective, is result oriented.
The outcome really matters, we can practice for a better one only here in this world.
A dead-end is nothing, it’s always a new beginning.
Be an influencer of spiritual goals instead of worldly affairs.
Let those kill their time, investing their deeds for hell, the error of their judgment will lead to nothing but chaos.

Degree achievement does not ensure good character, it may create regard for the position earning, designation, or economical window establishment. It’s evident that people will bow and respond quickly to worldly earned repute, that just the regard not respect.

Respect is one of the Divine Blessing, it is earned too in few aspects. Disrespect aligned with insinuations too. That’s true that a good character may face trials of disrespect but the truth may be out there.

Hence, the core point to made here, we cannot judge. We can only assess, evaluate, and suggest. Judgment is for the last day and only the CREATOR decides what actual outcome of a person’s deed.

We are here to comprehend our being as a character.
To establish our ties with the creations of kindness
So that we can expect kindness and love from Creator in response.

The Creation should be responsive to Nature with one key emotion is Love/affection.
The way Creator & Nature responsive towards Creations.